Exclusively Femdom

Since I'm new to this forum, I'm not sure I belong here.  From what I've read of dom/sub relationships, it appears there are rules to follow in those relationships, etc.   My wife and I do not practice the variety or strictness (?) of this lifestyle--if that is correct to say.  No judgments here, but we are not into sissyfication, leather wearing, or other such things that I have more or less seen along the way.  These simply do not describe us.

So I come here with this statement:  Over a lifetime, I have simply been whipped by women as a whole, and my wife loves it.  I was trained as a boy to believe in male superiority and female inferiority, although not to speak in such bald terms.  Be nice to the girls, who were weaker and more dependent.  Little did I know that thru my upcoming life (I'm now early 50's) I was about to get repeatedly kicked in the balls by women--not literally, but for all reality.   I was a corporate manager climbing "the ladder" when I got kicked silly by two different women and now I work for a younger woman--all were/are much brighter and more capable than me (about whom I had/have no sexual fantasies or relationship--that's not the point).  I simply learned that although I was hands down more capable than all the other males in the company (so I had this kind of meteoric rise in the company), when the women came in I thought "this will be no sweat"--and that was true for some.  However, I learned the hard way, that in a head to head competition with some of these women, I couldn't keep up and I didn't have a chance.  Then all of these studies started coming out chronicling and charting the superiority of women in management tasks (so they were winning over men in 27 of 30 categories!  and similar things like that---how could male managers get mauled like that!!), women realtors smoking male realtors in that profession so that the female director of some national contest says, "In reality, males simply don't stand a chance in the competition."  Then this "End of Men" thing of Hanna Rosin and all of the discussion afterwards till now.   Women surpassing men in school, workplace, and rising in all other areas.  Watching how women are (not always, but routinely) kicking the living daylights out of men in courts, and home, and jobs, and education . . . well it has had a huge impact on me personally.

So, I am married to a nice, gentle, giving woman (not an "alpha" in any "ferocious" sense, and she's awesome!) who secretly loves the fact that I am (from experience) intimidated by women and that I acknowledge her as the superior and I am the inferior-pussy-whipped-weaker sex, who will not live as long and who has no rights to any "boss position" of any kind in our relationship.  So, even though this is tame or lame according to some others . . .  as a staple in our relationship, she routinely has me masturbate to her as a symbol of my inferiority in our relationship, while she constantly tells me how women have beaten me, and are beating men as a whole without a whole lot of trouble.  She sometimes laughs at me and other times directs me but she is always supportive, reminding me "It's not your fault that you are the weaker sex . . . you just are."    She also is fond of saying, "Women rule, and if they don't yet, they will."  So instead of having me abstain from sex, my wife actually instructs me to masturbate multiple times a day as a "statement" of my standing. This was all new to me, but she took over in the 2nd year of our now 16 year marriage, and I have hardly missed a day of "expressing" to her just who it is that runs our home.

No one else knows.  But she does, and so do I.  (And now you do . . . in a way.)

So, I don't know if I belong here or not, but that's just the way things are in our little corner of the world.