I remember the days when I was a teenager and my hormones were raging. There were days where all I could think about was sex. After so many years never having had a girlfriend, I think not having my sexual cravings satisfied just became a part of me. There have been days, weeks that I've gone on without so much as think about sex or anything. These days I feel like I've almost become asexual, like nothing gets me aroused... at least not like femdom.
I thought chastity training was only going to make it worse. So far I've found it to have almost the opposite affect on me. Giving up control over myself has made me realize how much I just take certain things for granted. My growing sense of frustration has whet my sexual appetite. I feel charged up and I find many of my thoughts baser than before. I don't know what all of this will lead to; It's scary and exciting at the same time, but I find it to my liking.
Thoughts?
-- Edited by Dorkmaster82 on Friday 5th of November 2010 10:36:28 PM
