I was delighted and excited by Akasha's tales a long time ago. Mistress Blue only had a few panties in her drawer at the time. The real humanism of the site along with the education it gave me about the deep satisfaction that a dominant can derive were enlightening.
But no way did I think I could ever submit to that.
Now, after a vanilla marriage and divorce later, it's all I can think about.
I still don't know my limits and I have my fears but I'm (finally) allowing this exploration to be.
